Hey life, give me some fucking meaning.

miércoles, 14 de marzo de 2012

BIG DREAMS AND GOOD MUSIC.


So here I am, are you ready?  Stop trying to control everything and just let it go. You're not alone. ON THE RUN. Just a hero of television. Time to kick back. What did we do? Forget the dark side, join the green. What do you see when you look into my eyes?  I'd rather have an interesting vice than a boring virtue. I can't think of anything. Let's fuckCome by my side. I swear I don't have a gun. Please don't be in love with someone else. You're a waste of time. Hold on. I'm off! Catch you on the flip side! I don't think you'd understand cause no one understands. Leave a message at the tone. Lose yourself. We're all mad hereFuck yeah, I believe in God No reason to stay is a good reason to goWho's laughing now? It's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine. The feeling when he reaches down. Little details that makes life better. The long summer nights are near. There's a story at the bottom of this bottle. Remember all the sadness and frustration, and let it go. Life goes on.Just pin me against a wall and kiss me like it's all you've ever wanted. Once again the world has proven anything you can do, I can do better. We are such stuff as dreams are made on. I will eat you here and now. I want to feel like my head doesn't exist Make the best of it, you only live once.    I have a secret slutty person in my head. I'd go anywhere in the world with you. My home is where the vodka is Stop undressing me with your eyes, use your teeth. I was living not for reality, it was just my imagination. Turn away cause I need you more. I don't wanna grow up.    Let's go somewhere no one else can see, you and me. You know, you remind me of a poem I can't remember, and a song that may never have existed, and a place I'm not sure I've ever been to. Love the life you live, live the life you love. If this was us meeting for the first time, I'd do it all again. Everything, the fucks, fuck ups, everything. I'd do it all again. I want to spend all day in bed with you.  NEVERMIND. The sweetest dream will never do. So what the fuck is wrong with me then? I wish I could forget you. I'm your worst nightmare.
You make me wanna die. I don't wanna spend the night without you. Fucking obsession. What's your vice? No pain, just regret. I can live without you, but without you, I'll be miserable at best. Let's find some beautiful place to get lost. I need a superhero. I can't dream alone. Show me all the things that i shouldn't know. He like a song played again and again. Rape me OMFG.You don't understand. MAKE LOVE NOT WAR My lifesaver. Not normal. ASSHOLE. Try again. So baby don't worry, you are my only. Fucking little bitch. If I had my own world And when the sky is falling, don't look outside the window. Every time you smile, I smile. It's a wild world. Loser. Who knows, who cares. Bringing back sweet memories. You know the words, so sing along for me, baby. What are you afraid of?  Life's too fucking short. Don't regret anything you do, cause in the end, it makes you who you are.

domingo, 12 de febrero de 2012

Music and love.

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"Music should be like making love. Sometimes you want it soft and tender, another time you want it hard and aggressive."
 -Jimmy Page-

miércoles, 25 de enero de 2012

You emotionally mindfucked me.


Nunca he sido suficiente. Suficientemente guapa, suficientemente lista. Demasiado delgada, o me sobraba algo. Es como si la gente se formara un canon de mí en su cabeza y aún intentándolo nunca pudiera alcanzarlo. Quiero ser del agrado de todos comportándome como alguien que no soy y cuando consigo olvidar de fingir por que por fin estoy a gusto siempre aparece algún comentario de esos que rompen. Y aquí estoy de nuevo, desahogándome, por que se en el fondo que soy tonta y mañana lo habré olvidado. Que no tiene importancia, que Yaiza nunca se enfada. Pero son montañas y montañas de mierda en las que al final una acaba por hundirse. Y lo siento, he intentado que los comentarios de la gente no me afecten, de verdad que lo he intentado, pero supongo que es un problema con el que tendré que aprender a vivir.

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domingo, 22 de enero de 2012

Do you feel? It's freedom.



Dime que no te has levantado un día con ganas de escapar, de olvidarte de todo. Dime que no has pensado pillar el primer bus sin destino conocido e irte lejos, muy lejos. A ver mundo, a descubrir todas esas cosas que no sabías que te perdías. A perderte entre la enorme multitud de una ciudad o a gritar en la cima de una montaña. A tumbarte hacia arriba y contemplar el infinito y sus constelaciones. A no pensar en nada, a vivir. Dime que no lo has hecho. Que no te has imaginado nunca libre desprendiéndote de un soplido de todas tus preocupaciones y comeduras de cabeza. Dime que nunca has tenido el valor de hacerlo. Que te da miedo no depender de algo, o de alguien. Que esto es la vida real y no un cuento. ¿Y sabes que te digo yo? Que cada vida es una historia, y que tú tienes que escribir la tuya.